boredom

Do you ever have days when you are so completely bored? whether you may have some small things that you need to take care of or not...thats where i am. come join me! seriously. Ive been doing nothing for the past two hours except for alternating between the usual web pages i browse daily.
it is a day when i have nothing more to do, i honestly dont know what to do with myself. theres noone for me to hang with, and so that marks out everything on the list that you must do with friends, like shopping, and such. plus i have no money, so i couldnt buy anything anyway. i could watch a movie i suppose...although ive seen all the ones here about 3 times each...i could read but i just packed up my book yesterday in an attempt to avoid having alot of things to take home at the end of the year ( which is about 18 day away( not including weekends) right now)
my wedding dress came in monday! so thats good...um... gah...im sitting here just listening to music...i really wish i had more close friends here... not that i have no friends, but i am very picky as to who i hang out with as good friends, i think everyone should be.
haha this boredom would be so dead if i had like 100$ i could just waste. well i wouldnt waste it, it would go towards Kevins apartment, u know, decorations and such well idk more like appliances haha, yep a hundred bucks would be pretty sweet right about now. i desperately need a job, but its so close to the end of the year it would be practically pointless anyway.
it dangerous for me to be alone and bored like this lol this week i had a calc test and lab, those were the main things to get through, and they are over now. so...idk. if i werent on this salad diet i would treat myself to a cheap mexican dinner... maybe thats what i will do in two weeks when its done... yes guys im so bored i would go to a mexican restaurant all by myself.
i mean technically i could start on my book report. and if my teachers loved me at all they would have made it due for monday so i would have motivation plus something to do or at least start on today...i am a very bad procrastinator... its not a good habit, but i mean come on the book report is due the very last day of class...idk maybe ill take a look at it.maybe.
other than being bored tho, i am extremely blessed :] dont get me wrong, not everything works out perfectly for me. at least in my eyes. but im sure there are people who need the things i want more than i do, things like scholarships and a job, and friends. lol just kidding, friends are wonderful to have. anyway yes i am very blessed. as i look around me i see an ipod, an awesome purse, textbooks, a bed, and of course a computer, now im not saying that material items are what you need in order to be happy at all, clearly i cannot take them to heaven with me, i also have a loving mom, great fiance, and some amazing friends. really, i have nothing to complain about... some people have to work two or three jobs just to support their families, i bet they would like to be bored sometimes... see? this is why i think i decided to start blogging, not that i knew it then, but i get on here and sometimes try to talk about how my life isnt great, but then once i start typing i come to the completely opposite conclusion.
so im going to go find something to do, and hopefully remember how blessed i am next time im this bored :) byeee!