sunshine :)

Today is Easter.

It was a wonderful day, i spent the morning worshipping at church with my fiance Kevin :] we came back to my house and i helped my mom make Easter lunch, which turned out great. When Kevin went to work i took a short nap and then tony and i went to fish in the park. We weren't very successful but the sunshine felt so good on my back and legs that i didn't mind a bit. This was truly one of those days when you just sit back and appreciate everything that was ever given to you, you feel in love with the sky, and all the beautiful nature around. Then you begin to feel small, like you are only a tik in time.

I love that feeling, its reassurance that God is in control of my every move, and that He has ALWAYS been in control. Even now, as it begins to get darker out, there is a cool breeze coming through the window and i feel calm. and even though i have some pretty huge-seeming decisions to make within this next year when i really take a look at the big picture, it will all be trivial in the future. I believe worrying is an instinct, and really how can you not worry when you realize that the next big choice you make could lead you down a completely opposite path than what you originally desired? That's scary! I have to tell myself to sleep on it sometimes, or else i will get stressed, and that's not healthy for anyone. Anyway my point is that days like this are a great reminder that not everything has to be taken care of THIS MOMENT, not to encourage laziness, but just saying that sometimes it really is just best to stop and smell the flowers!