chalking the sidewalk

this has been a fun weekend!
let me just give you a rundown.
friday i came home, spent an hour with my loving fiance, then he went to work and i spent time with my mom around the house. when kevin came home from work we started watching sherlock holmes, it was wonderful, we had a "movie night" so sweet. saturday mom went out, tony went out,and kevin went to work and i was home alone alot of the day my best friend kirsten came over and we watched the disney channel! she left and Kevin came home from work and we watched couples retreat, both movies i have mentioned were pretty good btw!
anyway so today. Kevin and i went to church, he had to leave early for SAY IT WITH ME. work. lol let me just say tho that i am really proud of him for becoming a part of the praise band :)
anyway i went over to the church where hopefully my wedding will be held. and put in a request to reserve the church.then caught up with my cousin for a while. ive been trying to track down pictures for a photo contest at school.i grabbed my lil bro and we were off to find pollution!haha thats the category.
so we ran around, then came home, i visited kevin at work, and then me and tony went to Elk shoals. where the sun felt nice lol altho the breeze was a lil too much for me, anyway we found this big stick, id say it was 8 ft tall or MORE lol and we also saw kevins mom and two sisters! lots of pics! so when it started to get darker, we packed our things and left. we came home and enjoyed some of moms rice and corn! now we are all having down time, and kevin gets off of work at 8 :)
Im very thankful for Kevin, hes been there for me and loyal. I really couldnt ask for a better man to spend the rest of my life with...I know from experience that guys like Kevin are very rare. which is why i appreciate him so much. I honestly feel like it is in Gods will for my life to be with him. which is a good thing that were getting married!
anyway life seems pretty great right now. but doesnt it seem like that can change in just a matter of seconds? just this morning i heard that someone i knew had died. given that she was older. but still it seems that life can be here one day and then gone the next, its crazy... very strange to think, actually think about. it doesnt scare me. In fact, sometimes i wish Jesus would come back, so i could go to heaven, where there is NOTHING to worry about. i think about that, and then i realize that im alive for a reason, so until that day comes i will enjoy life, trials, and beautiful relationships, and all. to fulfill my purpose here, love my close ones, and live to the extent of my ability.