thunderstorms

i love thunderstorms.
they are so powerful, i see them as another gift from God.
they remind me of when me and Kevin were a new couple ( like 3-4 months), we would just sit out in his car and listen to the thunder, watch the lightning and the famous sound of rain hitting the top of "the boat", and talk about how aweshum storms were.
there were thunderstorms in hickory today :)
i dont know why, but they make me feel really calm. which may be odd since it is anything but calm outside during one. My test is tomoro morning, and even tho i have no idea how my study habits will pay off this time around, i am still calm. maybe its because tomoro is friday and i get to go home sweet home :]
i met with my advisor today, and we talked about my FUTURE, it seems so far away, but i know it will be here when i blink again lol anyway she was very helpful in my quest for understanding. understanding that instead of med school i need to go to optometry school, when here i was thinking they were the same *blush*
thank goodness i met with her then lol so i didnt spend my next three years preparing for med school and then realizing that that was the wrong way. although i believe you cant be fully prepared for anything you dont already know about. how could u?
these are just some thought before my precious 8 hours.rain makes me sleepy... and regardless of what that clock says below this post it is almost ten so im off to bed. night!